Questions go unanswered
I lie awake
The world is still turning
At the same rate
Everybody wonders
Why its not right
Everybody has time to think
Late at night
How do you put yellow into blue
Without making green
How can you love
Without ever wanting to scream
How do you put halos on angels
Without giving wings
How can you say goodbye
Without ever saying hello
Questions go unanswered
I sit alone
My head is clearing
But my thoughts they still roam
Time doesnt stop
For any one man
But you can try
Catch it if you can
How do you put yellow into blue
Without making green
How can you love
Without ever wanting to
Social media,
Or social suicide,
We confide,
In people we don’t even know,
We tell them stories,
We share pictures,
We accept their compliments,
But it’s not really us they’re complimenting,
It’s who we make ourselves out to be.
The makeup hides the bags and the scars,
The hate of who we are,
We think
As long as we smile in our pictures,
As long as we have a skinny figure,
We won’t hear any of their strictures,
But words are loud and repeating,
And they swims around you head like
The food you threw up in the bathroom yesterday,
Because they said you should be thinner
A heart of ice cannot be broken.
A heart of ice cannot be cracked.
Rather, a heart of ice can be shattered,
Breaking into a million splinters.
A heart of ice has no hope.
Who could love such a cold, dead thing?
Who could love something that no longer
Radiates with brilliance and warm?
Who would accept the burden of
Melting it drop by drop, until it was free?
You wouldn't.
You caused this.
You have twisted me into a thing I despise.
I have no future now, no chance of love.
All because of you.
And so I walk alone.
My path leads ever farther from
Any chance of re
It hurts
This heart of mine
It has turned to ice
And now it hurts every time I try to feel anything
Nothingness is the only thing that doesn't cause me pain
What is this pain?
Whenever I try to feel anything
Is anything even there anymore?
You have done this to me
I can't show how I feel
And now I can't feel anything at all
Is there anything that can thaw this frozen heart of mine?
Is there anyone?
Is anyone even willing to try?
If it does thaw,
Will there even be anything there?
Or will it all just melt away into nothingness?
Her heart is as flexible as the high grass.
When the storm comes and break the mighty trees,
She just bows her head,
And raises it again after,
As if nothing have happened.
Later the wind creeps though their fallen tops
Makes the leaves come to life again for a short moment,
Carries the ghost of voice to her ears,
Screaming, crying, mourning for the loss.
But she just stands there,
Bowing to let the wind pass,
Not as much as a single tear leaves her empty eyes.
Her heart truly is as flexible as the grass,
But yet as hard and cold as a stone.
A girl is standing there,
in the middle of the night,
searching for a light,
in a path where everything's dark.
Something else was found,
a feeling, she thought forgotten
the hope of being that girl
who doesn't take no for an answer.
A girl who takes risks,
who laughs for no reason at all,
the one who knows what she wants
and will stop at nothing to get it right.
She had buried that girl, a long time ago.
Real life threatened to drown her,
if she didn't do it first.
And suddenly he shows up,
full of life, and laughs, and love
and reminds her of that girl,
she thought was forever gone.
But now she is a woman,
and a fearl
A raging storm inside my body
A piercing cry that never shall escape my lips
A flood of water behind sore eyes
Tears that will never ever fall
Shaky hands I have steadied with numbness
A broken heart,
That shall only mend when I see your twos face again
A clouded mind full of violent thoughts
Thoughts I will never go through with
A fragile glass window that will break
Just my being touched
Then the storm will rage
A sea will form
Lighting will crash and thunder will roar
A small scared child with pint up rage
Inside a steady clam body
My soul is in chaos
And my mind is in a storm
But looking at me on the outside
You would n
The pointless longing
to speak about all
the senseless wronging
heaped upon a ravaged soul
Wire sealed lips are locking
the waves of raw emotion away.
The words that are forming
but which lips will never say.
Hurt that she cannot give full expression
to all the sadness in her hart engraved.
She can not even show the deep rejection
of misdirected pity, that gets her so enraged.
Most heart wrenching for this Kei-ling
is that people cannot really know
the love that\'s cutting deeply, unhealing
wounds that in time can only grow.
More than simple stitching wire
the bonds upon her heart unbidden
are holding back the fire
of f
there is something so beautiful about you. i think thats why i love you.
you give me something to think about, to laugh about, to cry about, to rant about. you let me know that i'm actually living and i have a reason to be smiling at all the silly things i do.
you piss me off. you irritate me to no end. you are so god damn self centered and so arrogant and so god damn adorable i can't begin to tell you how many times i would pull down the stars just to see you smile or to get a god damn kiss or hug.
dear best friend,
please don't leave. ever.
sincerley,
a very devoted me.
The endless thoughts of the night,
Rambling, sometimes not making sense.
Soothing away the worries of everyday life.
So very whimsical.
But every once in a while
A special dream comes along
The kind of dream that you remember forever.
The dreams that lulls your mind into a sense of ease.
The sort of dream that makes you genuinely happy.
That dream that makes you feel like you never want to wake up.
There's always that one dream
That you remember for life
Even if you're not sure what the heck it means.
You just can't help smiling when you think of it.
Sweet tranquility.